Christina Ricci: The One and Only

Q: Does the movie stick closely to Elizabeth Wurtzel's memoir?

A: No, we just filmed the segment dealing with her freshman year in college.

Q: How do you feel about Prozac Nation so far?

A: It's upsetting. My character is extremely self-destructive. She attempts suicide. Crazy, manic behavior. And it's ugly. And after watching it, it was, Ughh. But we didn't want to make it easy for anyone to swallow.

Q: How deep does it go into your own darkness?

A: This movie was the most difficult experience I ever had. People told me to make sure I protected myself before doing this movie, and I was like, What? I didn't prepare.

Q: You've talked about having two therapists in real life, one on each coast. How does that work?

A: That's the dumbest quote ever. What I was saying was I had a therapist when I lived in New York, and then when I came to L.A. for six months to make a movie, what was I going to do, not have a therapist for six months? Then all of a sudden go back when I need one? So I found a therapist in L.A. But I didn't have two therapists at the same time.

Q: Did you start therapy when you were six?

A: We went to family therapy when I was six. But I really didn't start going to therapy myself until I was 12 or 13. I had a really fabulous therapist when I was recovering from anorexia. I went to her for a year and a half. Right now I'm not in therapy and haven't been in a year.

Q: Do you ever get tired of your own problems, or do you find there's never enough time to talk about what's going on inside your head?

A: Prozac Nation was a great exorcism for me. My problems don't affect my life anymore. I'm able to see them. That's something I got out of being in therapy for so long. I can see the reasons behind my actions. I don't allow that stuff to fuck with my life anymore.

Q: Are you taking any antidepressants now?

A: I take Wellbutrin because I'm afraid to go into stores. I'm afraid people are going to yell at me.

Q: What kind of stores?

A: I used to be afraid to go anywhere by myself because I thought people were going to yell at me. In New York I couldn't take the subway because I'd get so nervous at the tollbooth, I'd do something stupid and the tollbooth people would yell at me. I couldn't handle it. I take Wellbutrin to make me more able to slip through.

Q: Do people still yell at you?

A: No, not anymore. I don't do stupid things anymore. I'm not freaked out.

Q: So you may not need the medication.

A: I don't know.

Q: You've spoken of having a deep-running anger. Do you know where that comes from? A: Not really. You see all the stuff that comes out of the '80s, it was really hideous--in terms of the values people had then. Then you read some of the writings from people who were teenagers or in their early twenties during the '80s--it's so ugly and cynical.

Q: Many of your contemporaries look up to you. Do they ever approach you?

A: I don't meet that many actors. And I'm shy. If I go out it's with two friends and I don't talk to other people. People think I'm snobby because of that, and I know that, but I can't help it. I just get awkward. I know that a lot of young actresses look up to me and like that I haven't had to compromise too much, but it wasn't like I decided not to compromise. I just couldn't. I'm a short 21-year-old girl who's not skinny. I don't have a sunny disposition, but I'm not gothic either. I don't have a gimmick. So I shouldn't really be successful. I tried hard to be pretty and be what I thought I was supposed to be and I couldn't do it. People think, "Wow, she never compromised," when the truth is that I couldn't compromise, so I had to do my own thing.

Q: You must be flattered when actresses say they want to work with you.

A: I'm really paranoid, so when an actress my age says she wants to work with me, I don't think it's because she thinks I'm a good actress. I think it's because she wants to show she's better than me. I think everyone is competitive.

Q: Julianne Moore recently made the remark that in Hollywood, you're never pretty enough. True?

A: Yeah, it could seem that way.

Q: Does it matter?

A: Ultimately, no. Because you can convince anyone that you're pretty enough. Really. There are people you see who aren't typically beautiful, but we're all convinced they're gorgeous, so we accept them.

Q: Which famous person has made you especially nervous?

A: When I met Martin Scorsese I was really nervous. Before I went in to read for Gangs of New York I was sitting outside his office thinking, This is the biggest audition of my life. I kept saying to myself, "You'll be so good." But I walked in, started reading and felt my face twitching. I knew I was smiling. Then it went to laughing. I stopped and just looked at him. He said, "Why don't we try it again?" And I said, "Without the face twitching and the inappropriate smiling?" And he said, "Yeah." It was funny.

Q: Are there any actors you'd like to work with?

A: James Woods. He's one of my favorite actors of all time.

Q: How do you feel you're perceived in the press?

A: I think people think I'm crazy, really wild. But I'm not.

Q: How would you describe yourself to someone who didn't know you?

A: I'm a pain in the ass. I can be very abrasive and I'm hostile to people I like most. And I can be silly.

Q: What are your best features?

A: I'm pretty smart.

Q: What do you most like about yourself?

A: I entertain myself all day long.

Q: Dislike?

A: My horrible, dark temper.

Q: Are you happier making independent or studio films?

A: The better material is the riskier material, and of course they're not gonna want to spend as much money on them, so they end up being low-budget films. That's fine. I don't feel the need to be making, like, two million dollars a movie.

Q: Have you reached the million-dollar stage?

A: I can't talk about something like that. It's tacky.

Q: Can you talk about what you've been offered in the past two years that you've decided not to do?

A: Most of the films I decided not to do were offensive.

Q: What would offend you? A: I recently read a script where in the first scene this college girl is getting wasted, deciding to have sex for the first time with this boy she likes. But then he ends up with someone else, and she's so drunk that some other guy takes her up to a room. She comes out of a blackout and she's being raped by two different guys. And then she's vomited on, and they proceed to continue to have sex with her while she's passed out. There's no reason for this. It's just disgusting. It breeds more contempt for other people. I don't feel any need to put myself in a position where I'm representing that.

Q: Of your 26 films, which most satisfied you?

A: The Opposite of Sex was an important film for me.

Q: It made you a sex symbol.

A: Yeah, that was strange.

Q: Did you really find out about sex when you were five?

A: That's true. Everyone at my school talked about it. Also, we had a facts of life book and my sister read it to me.

Q: Have you ever thought about going to college?

A: For a while I wanted to, but I didn't like people telling me that I had to. It was as if I had to prove I was intelligent by going to college. That really pissed me off. So I applied and got into a really good college--Columbia--and that proved it. I said, That's fine, I don't need to go to four years of school to prove to you people that I'm smart. It seems to me that so many young actresses do that--it's like we're told that the really smart actresses took four years off and went to school. But they're not such smart actresses. They just did what they really wanted to do in life for those four years. Everyone talks about Jodie Foster going to Yale. Yeah, she's amazing. But I don't need to prove that I'm intelligent by doing the same thing someone else did.

Q: How did you do on the SATs?

A: I got a 760 in verbal. But my math was like 480. I couldn't do math.

Q: Are you happier at work or at play?

A: My favorite place to be is on a movie set. Because my partner and I produced Pumpkin, we wanted to make everybody happy. I threw three parties for the crew. I ran around in my pajamas when I wasn't in wardrobe. It was fun, acting like a big jackass and not caring.

Q: You've said that there are many manipulative people in the movie business.

A: There are manipulative people in every business, but this is a business that affords people the luxury of being emotional--people are allowed to behave any way they want because we indulge people's emotions. They react more without thinking. They're childlike.

Q: Is winning an Oscar important to you?

A: I think most people would want that. The awards mean something to me. If none of this meant anything I wouldn't do magazine covers. There's something about celebrity that's really alluring.

Q: Do you have an Oscar speech in your head?

A: A couple of years ago I decided if I ever won an Oscar I was going to give the speech from Mommie Dearest. She's too freaked out to go to the Oscars, so she listens to it at home on the radio. There are people outside her house, and when she wins, she comes out and gives a speech, while they're honking their horns. It's the craziest speech you've ever heard. People will think I'm insane for saying it, but then later they'll realize it's from Mommie Dearest and they'll laugh.

Q: What are your favorite films?

A: I love Scorsese's movies. If I ever can't sleep I put them on because I find them comforting. My father liked those films when I was little.

Q: Some of your father's patients would come to the house and go through primal scream therapy. How did hearing this affect you?

A: I developed a sense of the ridiculous. When I was 10, after I went to bed, these people would start arriving around nine o'clock, and by 10 there would be full-blown screaming while I was trying to sleep.

Q: Is it true that as a child actor you were the primary breadwinner in the house?

A: My father supported us.

Q: How traumatic was it for you when your parents split up when you were 12?

A: It wasn't traumatic at all. Everyone had left to go to college except for me. We had a feeling that would be the time when they would split up.

Q: What's your relationship with your father today?

A: I haven't talked with him in six years.

Q: Are you sorry about that?

A: No.

Q: Does he ever try to contact you?

A: No.

Q: A few years after your parents split, you starved yourself into thinness during Now and Then. Was that a cry for attention?

A: Maybe it was boredom, as well as an obvious cry for help. It wasn't all that serious--well, anorexia is serious, but I got over it in a couple of months.

Q: You've been overweight, you've been underweight. How much of a problem is it for you?

A: I get really thin for one part, go back to being normal for another, get thin again.

Q: If you could exchange bodies with anyone, who would that be?

A: I enjoy being small. I guess Winona Ryder. People don't realize she's tiny.

Q: What about faces?

A: I like my face.

Q: Is your boyfriend an actor?

A: Yeah, he's been in the theater for 15 years. His name's James Oliver and we met through friends a few months ago.

Q: How many boyfriends have you had?

A: Not an excessive amount. Five.

Q: How obsessed with TV are you?

A: I love television. I'm a huge "X-Files" fan. I love "Law & Order," watch the reruns on A&E all the time. "The Simpsons," "Friends." My favorite new show is "Will & Grace."

Q: Do you have a favorite rock group? A: The Red Hot Chili Peppers for a long time, and I still love them. Now I'm obsessed with Tom Petty and The Ramones.

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